Monday, July 5, 2010
Ok, so a little about me now.
Tomorrow I'm going to a sleep away camp, for the first time. I'm nervous as much as I'm excited, haha. The stories I've heard from people, making friends for life out of their roommates, I can hardly wait to see what it's all about.
I have a boy who loves me terribly, whom I don't--can't?--love back. Actually no, I do love him but it's not him. I love what he does for me, I love that someone actually cares, I love that I'm not alone anymore. But there would have to be something more, something concretely pure, if it were true love right?
I have an empty stomach and parents that are worried underneath their cool exteriors. Read so many blogs today, accumulating all the peeps I've been following for months surreptitiously. It's pretty inspiring, makes me feel proud at my lightheadedness. And after a point, you feel as if you're walking on clouds....
Maybe I won't cut back so much when I'm at camp, around fascinating new people. It might be a few days till I get back to this, but yeah, wish me luck :)