Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Damn it. Just three days into this new engineering camp, and someone seems to like me -_-
Just a normal guy, no one worth an affair (please just throw me into hell right now. I am a horrible person that is apathetic to relationships, and I do warn M of it as best I can. But I might as well be candid here because if I were reading my blog as not-me, I'd be happy to know I wasn't alone in my inhumane transiency)
I initially didn't mention my boyfriend because I thought it might be awkward, and now it is way too late to mention him because I'll look like a tease. Ugh...well at least something fairly interesting has been started :P
And since I'm pretty much obsessed with Pro-Ana blogs (the ones written with intelligence and eloquence, that is) I might as well make a note about my own ED. It is currently non-existent. I know that sounds hypocritical, that I really don't have an ED--and you know what, maybe I don't. But depression, anger, hopelessness, self-esteem, and simply being in my own house often trigger it. Right now I am eating too much, very literally. After this camp I will have excuses plenty for wrecking any semblance of health that I now have.